Buy Me Home

If i am losing touch of myself
Then what i am isn’t who i am

What i am displaying is artificial
Flavoured, coloured and packaged
On the supermarket shelves like all
the other products in the market
whereby people will come and pick
and choose which they would like
to purchase home with the amount
of money they have in their pockets
before consuming it when they are
hungry.

Meta Physical

Breaking physical reality apart
Into a million small molecules
The power of the mind, to create to manipulate
Forms of perceptions, what is real and false.

The dance of sinister laughter
Of smiling faces and evil intentions
Of goodwill and tender loving care
Break reality apart, and hear the vibrations

The music of trees singing
The unspoken voices of spirits
The angels that hold us in their arms protecting us from harm.

Let reality reveal its true forms…
Fade, fade with the distance

There are no colours… only a white binding light
All else are illusionary.

The Demon

An evil demon resides in me
It battles for superiority, for domination

It kills and thrist for blood
Struggling to break free
From the chains of love

It fills my void with
Nightmares, torture, bloodshed

When i try to wake up from
this horrifying place I
struggle against the demon

Who pulls me back
and feeds on my sorrows

A limping creature
A prey of predators
Bleeds. To. Death.

Sayonara

You once kissed my eyes to sleep and told me not to be afraid
Now, these memories awake me from my nightmares
I want to forget everything that has happened, but it never goes away

“Saynonara”, I said to you… as i turn my back and walk away
“Saynonara”, You said to me… as you watch me walk away

I wake once again, tossing and turning in the bed
The unsettling feeling never fades

“Saynonara”, I said to you… as i turn my back and walk away
“Saynonara”, You said to me… as you watch me walk away

I wish that one day i can sleep peacefully
This time, not in your arms.

“Sayonara”, I said to you… as i turn my back and walk away
“Sayonara”, You said to me… as you watch me walk away

The clock seems to move backwards
As the world spins in another way

“Sayonara”, I said to you… as i turn my back and walk away
“Sayonara”, You said to me… as you watch me walk away

Back to the past, in front of you
You were my past, but i could not forget.

“Sayonara”, I said to you… as i turn my back and walk away
“Sayonara”, You said to me… as you watch me walk away

In a moment, you disappeared from the face of earth
I walk alone on a path of never ending sorrows

“Sayonara”, I said to you… as i turn my back and walk away
“Sayonara”, You said to me… as you watch me walk away

These. memories. will. never. be. retrieved.

( Lyrics Written by Averal Lim, Permission needed for Republication, Copyright @ averral.com )

Nymph of The Forest

A wild beast lurks in the forest, it has gone hungry the past few days. He camouflages himself in the bushes, waiting to pounce when time is ripe. Its previous attempts to capture its prey were met in vain. He waits and waits for the moment to come.

The nymph of the forest called out to him, “Aren’t you hungry for a meal?… I have plenty of flesh here for you.” His hunger controlled his mind as he raced through the forest towards the direction of her flowing sweet voice. He rested beneath a tree as he peered out into the open lake, it was dawn and the moon was clearly reflected on the surface of the still waters.

The nymph rose out of the waters after sensing his presence, her long flowing hair covered her naked body as her tender skin glowed under the moonlight. He salivated, laying his eyes on the feast presented in front of him. He could not control his desire, he wanted to sink his teeth into her soft flesh and feel the warm blood dissolve through his throat. He came out of his hiding place and walked cautiously towards the lake, his mind filled with desire to consume her.

“You can consume my naked body, just come closer to me.” She smiled with a hint of seduction. He walked closer towards the lake… all ready to consume his meal.

—–to be continued.

The Spiral

The spiral down and down the endless stairs
Circling into oblivion, into eternity
The marble white steps guide the way
Into the dark abyss of the soul

Her crystal heels tread on the steps carefully
One missed step, and all will crumble down
It was her alone, walking down the stairwells
Towards the answer in her heart

Her fragile crystal heel broke into two pieces
She fell deeper and deeper into the void
An endless pit of darkness with no end
The hellish nightmare has began

Fall

She looked at her reflection in the mirror, she could not see herself.

A star drops from the skies

Crashing down into the earth

Broken into fragile small pieces

In heat of anger, she smashed the mirror onto the floor.

Like sea shells on the shore

Bits and pieces litter the beach

Glittering under the moonlight

She took a shard and plunged it deep down her veins.

Volcanic ashes fill the skies

Blurring the sun from view

Red hot lava drips down the earth

Cherry blossoms, Red stars… drifing into v o i d

Alive

Sometimes

I cuddle in the corner

at the far end of the room

thinking i am not dead or alive

a spirit that haunts the earth

walking on grounds others thread

walking into the memory road

feeling the sensations of being alive

when i was truly happy and sad

i could no longer feel a tear

it has frozen with time

like snowflakes in a winters storm

there are no days or nights

worldly perceptions are illusions

the cracks surfaces on the walls

as they crumble down into pieces

the wind takes them away with time

the old destroyed, replaced by the new

I cuddle against the far end of the room

afraid to open my eyes to face the storm

wishing that it would end

as a tear drips from my lifeless eyes

Wake Up

Falling back into

a deep deep dream

I wonder if i could ever

wake up

my warped memories

a haunting darkness of evil laughters and pointing fingers

They gather around, pointing, laughing

I buried my head in my arms, kneeling in the middle

I screamed and screamed, trying to drown out their laughter

Eyes of green sinister fabrication is all i see.

wake up…

My warped memories

A teardrop of undying pain drips across my frozen cheeks

My lover tries to wake me up, i could hear him but i can’t feel him

In a deep deep coma in darkness, there is no light at the end of the tunnel.

wake up…

My warped memories

A hundred girls being dragged out of their homes

By devil like faces with a long heavy sword,

Raped right in front of their ancestral homes

and killed immediately before sunrise

wake up…

My warped memories

Taking me further away from the darkness

There is no reprieve from the devil’s shrine

Drifting heavier and heavier… crawling weaker and weaker

Towards the light at the end of the tunnel

before the darkness consume my soul.

“Wake up”.

Rain

Existence is just temporary.

The beauty of life is the little moment of display of our beauty

Like falling raindrops, our existence ceases once our time is over.

It is just a passing phrase, a short memory of happiness

Before misery sets in, regrets of the past

No one will ever want to grow up, no one will ever want to live forever

It is just that split second of happiness in life that we are living for

After that… it is nothing.