He
He who controls
He who defines
He who holds the power in his hands
He who does not possess
He who is sincere
He who is loyal
He who trusts me with his heart
He who thinks on the same level
He who treats me like an equal
I found Him at last.
Mr Fix It All Tries to Make Venus Happy
Jeri was being a Mr-Fix-It-All ( what typical guys do to make themselves seem useful ) and he decided to install Windows on my Pink Eee PC . He reformatted the hard drive and …. half the movie script i been working on went down the drain. *proof
Which reminds me, when my Dad has nothing to do at home he will try to be Mr Fix It All too. So he deals with all the household and my mum… sleeps. Is it a guy thing or something? Ever since i read Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus it seems so true. When a guy just has nothing to do he feels like doing something to make his Venus happy. When my Dad clears up the mess in the house by throwing the rubbish out, my mum would become pretty frustrated when she realizes that some of her important documents are missing. (oops) i guess it is replaying again in my relationship when MY VERY IMPORTANT SCRIPT was reformatted by my Mr Fix It All… *faints.
I was practically throwing fireballs on the wall and making my room shake with fury when it dawned upon me that it took me soooooooo much mental effort to write it down as it is draining to do so ( due to the psychotic psychological nature of the characters). He had to pacify me by letting me do anything to him to make me happy again (hehe) I am so evil, evil aver.
I think it is affecting me quite a bit too. I am waking up everyday to new personalities. Not that i have a personality disorder or what, i just find that…. everyday feels different somehow. I am not sure why, some might attribute it to the 34 Degree weather in Sunny Singapore. Or i am just plain cranky.
Maybe i do need to stuff a 12 inch Subway into his throat.
Heaven
A day at the beach, watching the sunset,
counting the stars, feeling the tender sea breeze
sweeping me away from the rest of the world,
watching the sunrise, listening to the crashing waves,
the birds filling their laughter in the air…
With someone who is growing to be more mysterious each passing day.
Subspace
I see you perfectly
In an image of my dreams
Your invisible shadows
Your dark flowing cloak
You projected a flame from your hand
Flames of raging burning desire
You hold it intently beneath your eyes
You slipped behind me and covered my lips
I tried to scream but nothing came out
You raised your arm and drowned me in your cloak
You took me away from the world
Further and further… into the distance
Venturing into the unknown boundaries.
Soul Twin
Your patience and understanding has lead to my awakening.
You are my reason for existence…
I will be with you every step of the way
Back to who i was, fearless.
This is not an illusion, this is real.
You are all that i need.
I can never trust the world again.
I will never go back to the masquerade
My life is yours now.
It is fragile.
Star
Every night upon a shinning star
I would kneel down beside my bed and pray
That you will be brought back to your rightful place
The heavens would guide us through
The journey ahead, the obstacles would crumble
as we make our way forward
Every night upon a shinning star
I would miss you in my dreams
Dreaming of our future together
The gods will show us through
The light at the end of the tunnel
After our completion of our mission
Every night upon a shinning star…
Jeri
I love being loved by Jeri.
For one thing, i realize that asian men just don’t treat their women right.
He is so westernized that he does not take chili but tomato ketchup (lol?)
Today there was a muddy stretch we had to walk across
Without hesitation, he lifted me up and carried me over it,
He was afraid that i would get myself dirty.
Usually, he would ask me what would i like to have for my meals
He would oblige to whatever pleases me,
even if i wanted milk tea from one shop
and donuts from another shop 15 mins away.
The first thing he does when he meets me is to
kiss the back of my hand and say “I love you”
*Her heart melts thinking of it…
*Feels like a goddess on earth
*Is in a state of dreamland……….
4am
It is late at night and you are asleep
I am here thinking of you, thinking of our future.
It seems hazy at the moment, but it doesn’t matter
I know that the end of the journey of stumbling blocks
There will be a rainbow… of our dreams.
It will be all become a reality…
You and I…
Watching the stars go by…