Commercial World

The social norms are getting more and more disturbing. Success is measured by the size of the car you drive,how beautiful your gal is or the number of zeroes in the bank account etc etc. People who throw caution to the wind and try to pursue their artistic inclinations are often frown upon. The system works in such a way whereby there is a common ideal way to live and anything different will render one and outcast.

Jericho

You will break out of it, believe in yourself.

Trapped Artist

Ever waking moment was a horror.
Self doubts, insecurities tortures and torments my soul.
It tears me apart as a part of me longs to be free…….
With my easel and canvas to paint the world.

Another part of me begs to feed the body rather the soul.
Countless nights tossing and turning
Fighting the war from within……
One with no half time or pit stops…….
Endless screaming as reality slices me apart.

Jericho

Its alright, hush hush. You will be a a great artist in time to come.

Protected: Kiss

Beach

Went to the beach with Jeri today.
We did some mediation, somehow i feel better now.

Mediation does wonders sometimes, it is a simple activity
that clears the mind and refreshes the soul.

Jeri

AVER:
Lets go and drink the milk tea with coffee bits at bugis

Jeri:
Okie. i m like feeding a milk tea monster with an unquenchable appetite for e drink

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AVER:
I just rose from my bed.

Jeri:
ha ha…. it took u 1 full hr to rise from e dead…oops…i mean bed

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Somehow i have this gut feeling Jeri was a Renaissance Artist in his past life.

Ares

Lovely Jeri did this for me…

We are just one weird couple blogging about statues and greek gods during CNY.

According to mythology, Ares was Aphrodite secret lover whom she loved deeply and bore the son Cupid (Eros) with.

I am just so in love with Jeri that i think i do want to make baby Cupids with him!

I had my fair share of relationships and i am sick of being in the dating game, playing hard to get … in the material world of exchanging the woman’s beauty with the man’s worth. I had my fair share of seeing one night stands and two timers… Of players and jerks… It disgusts me. I am glad to be out of the stupid game. I have found Jeri and he is all i need. I don’t want to go out there anymore. Jeri takes good care of me. He gives me lots of support…

I had always found the idea of being a housewife replusing. Several of my previous boyfriends had tried to drill the “you are useless” mentality in my head. I think they are just insecure bastards who can’t admit that they have a talented girlfriend. My mother is quite a superachiever and i do have a competitive/perfectionist streak like her but my dad doesn’t mind a single bit. After Jeri lifted me from the veil, i saw before my very eyes that i do have my fair share of talents that i have not been acknowledging. Without him… i don’t know for how long more i am to remain in the masquerade.

I no longer let what others say get into me anymore. The reason behind insecurities because WE LET the world tell us who we are. However, we are not what they tell us to be… we are who we make ourselves to be!

“A man needs a woman to lift him to extraordinary heights…”

Louvre Museum

Amazing that Jeri took these pictures with a camera phone! He forgot to bring his camera out and the effects turned out so well (maybe i should make him replace his nikon camera with his camera phone haha!).

We went to see the exhibits on Sunday… we are one crazy couple that goes to art museums to date lol! Did i say historical buildings too? We are always around city hall area exploring the possibilities of doing photoshoots everywhere we go. We are one hell of a kinky couple too.. ooops. R A ted. The security guards are always looking at us but we are not doing anything! Or is there a thing about security guards stalking couples around?

I LOVE APOLLO HE IS SO SEXY!!! And he is bisexual. He loves men and women alike. He has very feminine features that makes me go gaga over … and his body is soooo smooth compared to Ares (who is the macho man that Aphrodite fell in love with).

Speaking of which i feel that Jeri is like Ares. Maybe he was my past lover (if i am Aphrodite) mmmmm….

Ok there is too much fantasy shit going in my head.

I totally understand why Willie got so random after entering music and drama in the army.

Artsy people just random shits.

Protected: When

Mars and Venus

Far away in this galaxy, there a woman named Venus. She was walking down the shores of a desolated island. She was all alone in this world. Around the island was the sea. She did not know how to swim, so she dared not venture out from the safety of the land. Every night she prayed for someone to save her from her sorrows. For days to the end, she would look out into the sea. She watched the sunsets when the darkness falls in. In the darkness, she dared not move. She dared not sleep. She was afraid that something in the island would kill her. She always had this feeling that one day someone is going to save her from the island and bring her to a better place but she did not know who it will be.  

In another galaxy far away, there was a man named Mars. He was strong and muscular. He had the best of everything. He had the best spaceships, best technology and best weaponry. Somehow, although he was above all the other martians, he felt something was missing in his life. He felt that he needed to protect something, he needed to care for something and he wanted to love. Although he had everything, he wasn’t happy. He felt there was something out there that needed him. He wanted to give his strong arms for support, his weapons to protect and his love to care for. He felt that there was a greater purpose out there for him, but he did not know what it was. 
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