Where Has My Heart Gone?

He took a scissors and cut the veins towards her heart and threw it into a deep hole that no one could find.

There are no sadness in her eyes, they are just moving tear drops that don’t feel a thing

She looks at the world spinning around her while she sits still.

Waiting, waiting for the day that her heart can be found.

A B Used

Why did you come back?
Have not given you enough?
What is there more you want from me?

You can take anything you want
Just leave me alone

Its you again, why did you come?
Didn’t i say that i had nothing left?
Do you still want more from me?

You can take anything you want
Just keep me alive

No i don’t want to ever see you again
Keep out of my dreams
Don’t come back, i hate you.

You can take anything you want
Just keep me sane

Is there anything you want more?
I will be your slave, i will give you pleasure.

You can take anything you want
Just give me my freedom

Hit me harder, yes… that is the way i like it
Abuse me, more. The more the better.
I love it, use me, take EVERYTHING!

He: “She lost it, lets move on to our next victim”.

What?  What are you doing to me?
You are discarding me? No!
I want to be here, i love it here
Don’t let me go! I want to be here…. i beg of you.

Window

She sits gracefully by the window still
Looking at the skies turning day and night
An endless cycle of mirage warped colours
Wishing for the rainbow over the skies.

Her youth moved with the wind
Her pale fingers perched on the edge
Her body stumped on the wall
Her lifeless eyes stood still.

She could tell no more
What was night and day
She had given up hope
There was no rainbows.

She waits for the day she will be saved.

You Loved Me

You said you loved me
You said you wouldn’t cheat on me
You said your heart only belongs to me
You said you will never leave me no matter what.

Turn behind now… reveal yourself.

You had another girl behind my back
You said you didn’t have anything left,
Because you were spending it on her and not me.
You were sleeping with her when i was not around

What were you thinking?

I left, vowing never to come back
I stood on the edge of the point of no return
The underworld calling out my name
Promising a life without any promises

I jumped down into the dark well of eternity

You found my frozen body, cold and limp
You cried… you shook me… trying to bring me back
I have gone, Good bye my one true love.
My life was yours, but it isn’t anymore.

A cursed life you live… a life full of never ending regrets.