New Layout

I changed the format of the page to make navigation through my blog easier for everyone.

Hope you like it.

New Theme New Begining

Ever since i upgraded from Blogger to Wordpress, i haven’t looked back since. The interface loads faster, it is easier to customize and there is this sense of freedom of space to explore and experiment.

I am seriously going to begin my career as a writer from today onwards as this is the path i want to head into. I am sick and tired of being in the commercial world all the time and this gives me the freedom to be who i am.

I like my progression, my works are evolving into a sick and twisted manner which my readers seem to be fond of. There are many talented writers out there and i do read some of their works and each of them have their own distinctive style.

I guess i am more on the darker side, i portray things as they are. Good, bad, ugly. They are factual reality. I would love to live in a paradise but i know it isn’t real.

My fellow human beings seem to be contented being in a state of denial but i am not going to accept that. It is sad to be living in a constant lie.

Everyone is making up things and lying to themselves to make it seem they are really happy when they are not. They cheat and get cheated all the time.

They put this false impression of themselves to mask their inner natures to blend in with the rest of the masquerade.

Welcome to the real world! Be an illusion or an outcast. It is up to you to decide.

Script

The storyline is taking me ages to write

It is one of the hardest stuff to write

It is so graphic, intense and emotional.

Back at the cafe, i am thinking of making it my permanent writing hideout.

I am glad I invested in my Eee Pc because it makes a good companion where ever i go for sudden bouts of inspiration.

This script is so psychological that i amaze and shock myself while writing it. After reviewing it, i will be like “did i write that?”

Jeri and I will be doing some graphic storytelling in our pictures once things are settled. It will give out hints and clues to my script but there is no way i can publish it online before copyrighting it.

Back to writing ^^

Dang

I kicked the power point by accident

My school essay of 1000 words is gone.

Back to square one with the default 500 words.

Fortunately Reflection was published in time,
I was so worried that it will become history.

Guess i will be back to trying to complete 2000 words essay by today.

*Update: Wee! I am back to 1000 words again

A.D Creative Productions

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Averal has been working on the website for so many nights that
she had lost count of how many sheeps are there in the air.

She clearly remembers (before losing count of sheeps) that
she loves Jeri and wants to build a successful business with him
so that they can have a wonderful future together.

Oracle Cards

My beloved fire based oracle deck.

Somehow it called out to me and it didn’t let go afterwards. I had no choice but to buy it. I am having lots of fun with them. They have an attitude problem sometimes when i keep asking the same questions. They flare up easily and they give very frank answers. Somehow i can feel its wrath in my left hand. It has a lifeforce of its own. I am glad that i found my deck. Although they are quite aggressive at times, somehow they do it for my own good.

“We are here to guide you. To illuminate your path towards the light. You have suffered in the past. From now on, there is a new future ahead… listen to us and you will eventually reach there. “

Somehow when Willie asked me which deck should he get, i felt something behind calling out to me. I turned around… took out the deck from the shelf and gave it to him. It was an Angel deck! A air based one that is. It has this very fluffy and light feeling when I held it.

This is how Willie’s Deck looks like:

His is pretty cool too, all the angels in his deck have their own names.
There was a very dark handsome angel that looks excatly like Willie lol!

Jeri’s Deck

The deck that inspired us to get ours lol.

State of Affairs

My driving test is on Wednesday and my instructor is in the hospital.
I will try my best to pass, there is no rush… plenty of time before i get a car.

I have this suddenly crazy motivation/urge to complete the movie script by
1st June 2008. I will take a week to write the synopsis before writing the details 
on the characters/locations/props etc. This is my first time writing a script, i have
no experience prior to that. Although my literature teacher did tell me i have the
ability to write a play if i wanted to. I have finally gotten down to it due to Jeri’s 
encouragement. I feel that we only live once in this world, it is better to do it and
not regret later.

A few days ago, my air conditioning unit switch below my bed burned due to electricity overload. It short circuited and stopped burning before it magnified into flames. Wasn’t for that, i wouldn’t be typing here now.There are a couple of near death experiences i have been through, i am very thankful for being alive today. Sometimes i really wonder why am i still living, i know that i would have died a long time ago wasn’t for heaven’s blessings. I know there is a purpose of my being that is keeping my alive and from all harm.

My state of mind is not on this world’s plane. It is above that, reality is physical to me. I see it drifting in and out of my consciousness as i submerge myself in the metaphysical world. I live in two worlds, everything around me is amplified. It is like hallucating sometimes. My heart beats intensely when there is nothing happening (physically) but in my mind someone is chasing me or something. The information overload is taxing on my mind, the accelerated movement… the warped reality of it all. Sometimes i wish i was simpler and “normal”.

Again, this attribute has its benefits. I visualise rapid movements and images. It happens in a super fast rewind forward speed. Sometimes it drives me crazy. I am trying to make sense of what goes through my head.

I do know the key to understanding people is to understand thyself first. That is why i self-evaluate myself so i can see other’s clearly. I feel happy when i see the people around me doing well in life. That extra push…. that extra motivation. That is what they need in order to do well. There is no need to fear of competition, after all, stragetic alliances do help each other up. Brilliant people gather together to exchange ideas and support each other. That is how they synergise and create a new movement to change the world. Singaporeans fail to see that and keep everything to their own, that is why some of them never reach their highest potiential in life. (blame it on the competitive grading system in our education sector)

Looks like everything around me is changing for the better. My dad is getting a new job. Jeri is changing jobs. Willie is on the crossroads to making a final decision. It s a transition zone at this current place and time. And I? Full fledged writing and starting school end of this month.

Jeri and I are going to do something big in March that we been planning for several months of experimenting and developing. Things are starting to go upwards like a hyperbola curve. We have planned what we are going to do for the next 5 years ahead, i am sure the journey will be a very rewarding one…. at the end of it all… the two of us kissing passionately at the end.

Converting to Word Press

Finally did up www.averral.com after 2 nights of non stop html code editing

I figured out why not i move my blog here as well, its a nice place to be in.

In my own domain and server.

I signed up with www.cyberaxis.com.sg

It costs $5 per month to have your own personal domain

Which is not bad really!

I been wanting to do a gallery for my pictures and writings compliation 

I been toying around with the idea for years but i have finally found the need

to showcase my talents if not it will go to waste, which will be a pity.

 Hope you enjoy my works