Our reality is made up of our perception of the world.

Sometimes when i see people around me, i see them in flashes.

There will be someone running in front of me, in a flash, he is gone.

There will be someone crossing the road, a car goes past, in a flash, he is gone.

I have been seeing things around me in flashes for a long time.
Sometimes i don’t know what is real and what is not.
Drifting in and out of reality conciousness

It gets to me sometimes, then i will start thinking about my life
and what i want to accomplish.

I don’t want to be like the ordinary human being,
whose lifetime on earth will be once forgotten when he is gone.
“Flash” and that is it, removed from the traces of history.

I feel quite afraid to think about it, that our existence is so limited
our physical bodies are so fragile… it disintegrates over time and
soon enough we are getting old and weak… ashes to ashes… dust to dust.

Maybe i am too affected thinking about death.
I saw my uncle during chinese new year, happy and joyful
Yesterday, he died of a heart attack. He was in his 60s.

Life is just so unpredictable…
Maybe that is why i wrote my will.

Have you thought about what will happen when you are gone…?

AVERRAL writes under pen name Scarlet Risqué. She stars in Scarlet Queen YouTube with over a million views. She holds a degree in business. The RED HOURGLASS is ranked Top 50 Espionage Thriller on Amazon. She is currently writing the sequels to the Hourglass Series. Grab a free copy of her novel now RED HOURGLASS on Amazon