Rules

The world is built for right handed people, they are judged and evaluated according to their mechanical ability to memorize and emulate common behaviour.

The left handed people are kind of, different. They do badly in school, do not follow rules and think creatively. They suffer the most in any kind of system that sets them in place with the right handers.

Rules are meant to be broken.

Destiny

Is life getting routinous for you?
Is life weighing you down with too many responsibilities?
I have the answer to getting out of the game.

It is to: believe in yourself

This three very simple words is all you need to break out of your comfort zone and achieve something greater and purposeful in your life.

The truth is, we control our destiny

We are who we create. As Napoleon the conqueror of Europe said, “I am who I am”.  This is a very powerful statement. Great leaders set out to achieve a goal that they set out to do. Napoleon wanted to conquer the whole of Europe, and he did.

Another universe truth is that: we excel in what we do best

The secret to accumulating great wealth is to do something we are good in that adds value to others. A talented artist can be dead broke or fifthly rich depending on how he contributes back his artwork to the world.

A lesson i learnt in life is: you know yourself best

No one else knows you better than yourself. Trust your own judgment and not what others say all the time. They might not know what is good for you. Take suggestions critically, and evaluate how you should go about it. The key to happiness is to do what you like.

This also means that: the people around you might not know you

The waiter at the starbucks might be the next billionaire. Your teacher might be a pedophile. Who knows? I believe that no one knows anybody. Everyone is putting up an act to conform to their roles, what happens after working hours is a totally different story. People are very unpredictable.

So it means: to succeed you have to rebel

Basically, you have to rebel against everything holding you back from your destiny. Against your friends expectations, against your parents aspirations and against society. To be truly great you have to follow your heart and not what others tell you to do.

One of the regrets i have in my life is not joining gymnastics simply cause my mother was worried that i might fall during training. I still regret it, i know if i had joined gymnastics i would probably be at national level right now. I don’t listen to what people tell me to do anymore, and thats why i am excelling at everything i do be it studies, work and leisure… i do what i am best at. I don’t give a dam about what people think either cause they don’t know me. Being a non-conformist, there is so much room for exploration. As each day passes, i see my destiny coming closer and closer. I know i will fulfill my destiny and be the most happiest person on earth when that day comes.

Open

“Oen.” A soft voice said in her head.

Oen? She thought for a moment. Nevermind, she looked at the candles that encircled her and carried on  her mediation.

“Open.” The soft voice spoke again.

At that moment of time, everything around her disappeared. It was just her alone on sitting on the floor, completely surrounded by pitch black darkness. She kept calm. “It must be my guardians that brought me here.” She thought quietly to herself, looking around for any answers.

“Thud, Thud.” She hear footsteps walking towards her, she could barely make out the shadows.

“Listen.” The soft voice whispered.

“You are your own creation, remember that. Whatever you can imagine, you can create” The voice faintly whispered. “This is your mission”.

The unknown source of voice disappeared just as it appeared. She opened her eyes and saw her room once again, the candles flicked as a gentle wind blew past.

Solitary

The glass was sent shattering onto the floor. Fresh blood stains were dripping across the walls. She cuddled up at the far end of the room and buried her head in her knees. More items were sent crashing onto the floor, splitting in a thousand broken pieces.

Somehow she always felt that her heart had stopped beating a long time ago. She felt numb to everything that happened around her, her eyes were in a fixed daze and nothing seems to move. She wanted to feel again, but an invisible barrier blocked her from any form of emotions.

She jerked out of the nightmare and opened her eyes. She tried to adjust her eyesight to the darkness before reaching out to turn on the lamp shade at the side of her bed. “Its just a dream…” She consoled herself. She took a few deep breath, it felt like everything had happened for real. She took out her pills from the drawer with her shaky hands and swallowed them hastily.

She got up from her bed and went onto the computer. “5.00 A.M” She checked the time. It was always the this time when she would wake up from her sleep. She did not understood why but continued doing her work when everyone else was asleep. She felt safer that way, she felt safer to sleep when the sun was up. She was practically living like a vampire, except that she doesn’t drink blood.

Luvie

Sulky little cat, licking its paws
Not giving a glance, a spoilt kitty it is

It pounces on the table and knocks off the lamp
it succuries out into the door before it is caught

Adorable little cat, looking up with big round eyes
An innocent reflection of a child, so huggable

It curls up in a ball to sleep in a soft basket
What a lovable kitty cat it is.

Supper Record

Jeri just disrupted my supper record with Kean today…

10PM
Kean: “Lets eat Tao huay (beancurd) today”
Me: “I with my boyfriend leh, how?”
Kean: “Ok nevermind, spend time with your boyfriend byeeeee!!”

SMS
Kean: “I going with my girlfriend, you enjoy!”
Me: “Your girlfriend is your car right??”
Kean: “Haha don’t tell you.”
Me: “Player sia!”

Kane is the Supper King

Monday (10 PM – 6 AM)
At the roti prata shop
Two Roti Prata
Iced Tea

Tuesday (10 PM – 7 AM)
At the coffeeshop

Two Half Boiled Egg
Teh Si Ping
Ice Milo
Hot Tea
Mee Pok

Wednesday (10PM – 6PM)
zouk + food

6 Dopple danger
4 Jugs of Red Bull + Vodka
1 slip of cherry vodka

Ban Mian
Mee Goreng
Iced Milo
Oreo Shake

Thursday ( 11PM – ?? )

Beef Kway Teow ?

OMG SO FATTENING!!