You know, the feeling of wanting to cry but you just can’t cry, cuz you are just so empty inside that tears won’t flow.
The sensation of numbing pain, that won’t go away like an old ache, but this time, around the heart.
The sea of regrets that you are floating in, but you can get out of because there is no land. Just trapped in the middle of a vast never ending ocean.
I don’t know if time or the pain will end it all, but sometimes not waking up is better than living.
On nights like this…
I just want to sleep.
A long deep sleep.
A painless sleep.
A sleep where I am happy once more.
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AVERRAL writes under pen name Scarlet Risqué. She stars in Scarlet Queen YouTube with over a million views. She holds a degree in business. The RED HOURGLASS is ranked Top 50 Espionage Thriller on Amazon. She is currently writing the sequels to the Hourglass Series. Grab a free copy of her novel now RED HOURGLASS on Amazon |
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