I am on the verge of the cliff facing the abyss.
There are no safety nets Jumping into the matrix of oblivion
Death is the beginning of rebirth
I had found and lost my self
time again and again
A life of dreams
Of risks and forgoing what is acceptable
What is right, what is wrong
Conditioning of the mind and body
By constant exercise and redefining limitations
I am not who I am
Not a single cocktail touches my tongue
You know what is the hardest part?
It’s that people don’t understand
What is it like to live in your head
And reject the hopes of what you believe
Of course this is not a suicide note,
It’s my message to the virtual fake world
“Get out there and do something!”
I am here
Closer to my impossible dream
Yet the taste of fruition lingers
In my tongue.
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AVERRAL writes under pen name Scarlet Risqué. She stars in Scarlet Queen YouTube with over a million views. She holds a degree in business. The RED HOURGLASS is ranked Top 50 Espionage Thriller on Amazon. She is currently writing the sequels to the Hourglass Series. Grab a free copy of her novel now RED HOURGLASS on Amazon |
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