Some days I feel really happy and comfortable to be in this life. This one short life, that can be taken away any instant. Our bodies are so fragile, the elements are so strong. One wrong move, and we will be wiped away from the face of earth.
It’s a temporal transient life.
A short bittersweet life with a spectrum of passions.
A life worth and not worth living, depending on the day.
Sometimes the pain is so great that it almost feels like ecstasy.
I alternate between laughing or crying to sleep.
I censor my words so I can live one more day without the fear of being censored forever.
Am I truthful with my feelings? Yes. That I can say, at least at the very least, I know I had been honest in my journey without being a fake. I know that this is the authentic me, speaking, writing and breathing. This is my joy.
But my reality? It is a living nightmare.
I wished and I wanted it to be a beautiful life, but now. There is just bloodstains. When tears bleed, you know it’s not just sadness anymore.
As I pass through this transient life, like all other transient beings, I just want to leave the world a more beautiful place than when I was first here. This is my only task left in this life.
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AVERRAL writes under pen name Scarlet Risqué. She stars in Scarlet Queen YouTube with over a million views. She holds a degree in business. The RED HOURGLASS is ranked Top 50 Espionage Thriller on Amazon. She is currently writing the sequels to the Hourglass Series. Grab a free copy of her novel now RED HOURGLASS on Amazon |
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