The smell of freshly ground coffee beans beckoned me towards the coffee store, there, I broke my caffeine chastity. It’s much too much of an addiction. My grandmother never drank water and made a flask of coffee every morning. From the time I was a child, I was drinking coffee like water.
Filming Cheryl and Risque two days in a row has disorientated me a little. I slept for 12 hours straight to recover. My body feels like it is burning although I am not at the gym. Circuit training is torture with no limits on the threshold of after-pain. I am quite satisfied with my newly acquired four pack, but when I have to walk up the stairs I feel like cursing the shit outa my aching muscles.
Not sure how some novelists write for 34 hours a week, when I am struggling with 20 hours a week of writing before falling asleep at my desk to daydream (the cleaner would walk past and laugh at me) or having an incredible itch to exercise and get out of my chair. My average word count is now about 1000 per session, I still have no clue how to get to 2000 words per session. Move to the countryside and forsake city living perhaps?
I had been much more focused after attending the Landmark Forum. The key exercise of cutting my internal dialogue to get things done, is starting to show quite incredible results. I am no longer as stuck as I used to be, I am just moving and moving forward. Next, next and next. Life becomes a crazy roller coaster on maximum speed. I no longer really care what people think and I keep moving with the flow.
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AVERRAL writes under pen name Scarlet Risqué. She stars in Scarlet Queen YouTube with over a million views. She holds a degree in business. The RED HOURGLASS is ranked Top 50 Espionage Thriller on Amazon. She is currently writing the sequels to the Hourglass Series. Grab a free copy of her novel now RED HOURGLASS on Amazon |
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