I feel like screaming till the world fades away
Falling in an endless dark pit
Till i reach the bottom of the darkness
Where there is nothing, void.
In this void I feel there is nothing there to be afraid
There is nothing to think about
Or nothing to fear
In this void I sink further into a deeper depression
Not wanting to wake up into this horrid world
Not wanting to ever face this ugly human race
I swear and curse in the bottom of the pit
Where no one can hear me
I bury my head in my hands
This pathetic soul, this pathetic human
So weak, so vulnerable
So undeserving of love.
Fuck this place, I screamed
As i tore my mask and threw it onto the floor
I stomp on it repetitively, till it breaks into two.
I pick up that mask and wear it on my face
Now, there is two of me –
One horrid one beautiful
One kind, one cruel
One giving, one selfish
One hatred, one loving
My duality is complete.
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AVERRAL writes under pen name Scarlet Risqué. She stars in Scarlet Queen YouTube with over a million views. She holds a degree in business. The RED HOURGLASS is ranked Top 50 Espionage Thriller on Amazon. She is currently writing the sequels to the Hourglass Series. Grab a free copy of her novel now RED HOURGLASS on Amazon |
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