The Torment

You know i share this torment with you
i carry it on my back
and walk slowly with this weight

Its tearing me down..
My strenght is wearily..
Sometimes i feel like giving up
Sometimes i know this what i must do
For you, its my sarcifice.

I am just like a hollow entity
without fear
without warmth
without life

I see cruelty in my hands as i struggle and pull others under the surface
to get up there, right beside you. I see the shards piecing through my fingers as my blood drips .. you savour it with pleasure as my blood runs dry.

I will be like you eventually.. only more cruel
A cold merciless stone
that has been squeezed dry

No more innocence shall remain
The crimson skies will fill up my void
As my tears bleed what is left of my existence

I will be no more.

Sunlight

The rainbow over the skies
After a cloudy storm

The tears of pain has dried up
After seasons of winter

Your smile has woken me up,
From a long long sleep

The shadows and darkness
has drifted away into the abyss

Your sunlight is here to stay
As you show me the way

Venus in Furs

The dominatrix side

I will make you kneel on your knees
Begging for mercy, for repentence
I will leash you up like my slave
and you will crawl on all fours

You are to treat me like
the lady of your dreams,
the highest of all forms
Your Goddess of Love.

I will have mercy on you
and grant you your wishes
Your fancies, your fantasies
This union has never been so purrr fect.

A Song For You

Today i sing a song of sorrow
Thinking of the days we just met
You would fetch me to the bus stop
And kiss me good bye when i was to go

Now you have fallen into an addiction
Of the evils that will consume your soul
I am not in your picture anymore just
you and yourself and your make believe world

Where has all our dreams gone?
I thought that you wanted to accomplish
the impossible with me but it seems that
you can’t control the devil in you

I walk this lonely path alone
Wishing for you to turn back
And run after our dreams instead of
walking down the path of endless regrets.

I have decided my dear
To start running instead
I can’t walk for you forever
I need to move on too.

I love you.

But it seems that you don’t anymore.

Chills

 

 The winter chills
Into my deep freezing bones
Whats left are fragments
of a past reminder
of once forgotten happiness.

I once walked these paths with you
Now it is buried in the deep recesses of my mind.

After all, there is no one.
No one. In the world that
will be there forever.

One day you will realise
And i won’t be there anymore.

Saviour

“You will notice my tears if you love me more then anything else.”

This sorrowful song i sing to myself this winters day

The sun has set into the winter nights

This blissful romance was short and sweet in the spring

The leaves have stopped falling and left to decay

The days ahead is left in the balance of nature

I will miss you, my saviour from the skies.

I will walk here alone from now on.

Love Bite


You left a mark on your neck
That leaves you vulnerable
To my deadly kiss.
Darkness encompasses your view
As i lay my crimson lips
On your fragile neck
You felt a tingle up your spine
As you feel the mixed sensation
Of entwined pain and pleasure
Of confused emotions
I bit harder and felt the power
Of draining your life force
Your energy… it makes me
feel so alive.
Your soul belongs to me
And no other.

We will live forever.
In our darkness.

A secret romance like no other.

The Phoenix


Picture from deviantart

Underneath the icy interior
It awakens in the darkness
Its wrath unfolds sliently
Its desire flaming in chaos

Filled with rage and anger
It rises up in magnificence
With fiery wings that
Burns the skies apart

It unleashes its potienal
Flying above the heavens
Leaving fiery trails of
Grandeur in the skies.

Nightmare

Don’t wake up from your nightmare
Sleep in a sweet romance of ours
Envisioning… dreaming… of the days
That will go by… forever… in your arms

Each step we take on the beach
Further and further… up towards the
spiral stairs to reach heaven’s doors
Only happiness… no sorrow… no fears.

No more suffering.