Want To Be A Star?

Picture of Gackt, a famous Japanese Singer

Humans sell everything and anything nowadays. As long you have the money, you can get anything (superficial). Human Products is a term i invented for the rising number of “artists” who are marketed by record labels into an “image” that people would “purchase”. It can also mean selling of one’s body (in a sick and twisted way).

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The Spiral


The spiral down and down the endless stairs
Circling into oblivion, into eternity
The marble white steps guide the way
Into the dark abyss of the soul

Her crystal heels tread on the steps carefully
One missed step, and all will crumble down
It was her alone, walking down the stairwells
Towards the answer in her heart

Her fragile crystal heel broke into two pieces
She fell deeper and deeper into the void
An endless pit of darkness with no end
The hellish nightmare has began

Where Has My Heart Gone?

He took a scissors and cut the veins towards her heart and threw it into a deep hole that no one could find.

There are no sadness in her eyes, they are just moving tear drops that don’t feel a thing

She looks at the world spinning around her while she sits still.

Waiting, waiting for the day that her heart can be found.

Willie And I – Prawn Fishing

Prawns with satay sticks being shoved up their asses and grilled alive.

I finally finished my exams today after a crazy two week rush to devour the books in my stomach. yum yum. Now that it is over and done with i went with Willie to go prawn fishing! During the first time round, he drove all the way to Jurong and the place was closed. Undetered, we decided to try again at Marina South. We managed to find the place after ending up in east coast and the GPS system was misleading him instead of guiding him. “Turn Left, Turn Left” … then we were like “Where got left ?!”. “Do a U-Turn”… and we didn’t see any u-turns x_X

After a gruesome ride and many wrong routes we ended up at the place. It was a very dark narrow road into the place. There was no lights. Guess what? It is closed too! So we went to two places without avail. The prawn fishing addiction is unbearable, we just have to hook up some prawns and BBQ them alive!!

I guess we are going to try again next time at Westlake. ( i didn’t know the name really meant that there were fishing lakes in the area ) Just hope that the place is not closed AGAIN!

Will update with more photos in my future entries, my camera is gathering rust in the cupboard.

Fall

She looked at her reflection in the mirror, she could not see herself.

A star drops from the skies

Crashing down into the earth

Broken into fragile small pieces

In heat of anger, she smashed the mirror onto the floor.

Like sea shells on the shore

Bits and pieces litter the beach

Glittering under the moonlight

She took a shard and plunged it deep down her veins.

Volcanic ashes fill the skies

Blurring the sun from view

Red hot lava drips down the earth

Cherry blossoms, Red stars… drifing into v o i d

Alive

Sometimes

I cuddle in the corner

at the far end of the room

thinking i am not dead or alive

a spirit that haunts the earth

walking on grounds others thread

walking into the memory road

feeling the sensations of being alive

when i was truly happy and sad

i could no longer feel a tear

it has frozen with time

like snowflakes in a winters storm

there are no days or nights

worldly perceptions are illusions

the cracks surfaces on the walls

as they crumble down into pieces

the wind takes them away with time

the old destroyed, replaced by the new

I cuddle against the far end of the room

afraid to open my eyes to face the storm

wishing that it would end

as a tear drips from my lifeless eyes