What I Am

“I am an illusion, an imagination gone wild”

I can’t tell you the answer, because there are many sides of me. Including the sides I don’t know of. If you look closely at the Johari Window, you will realise that everything based on what we think of ourselves is perception - and other people’s perception.

To prevent ourselves from going insane with multi facet personalities, we tend to stick to one most of the time - which is the side we show to others. It does not necessary mean that what we show to others is what we are - because most of the time we are blending in with the crowd. It is a human defence mechanism, our ego will stablise our subconsciousness and consciousness to represent who we are to the world based on what we think we are.

After understanding these mechanisms at work (look up on human psychology if you would like to understand more), I realise that I am not who I am. I am something else, beyond my perception and your imagination. I am in fact, the master of my destiny. After all, we are all souls, we are no different from each other. When we come to this earth the society places labels on us depending on our age, gender, social class and so on. However, we do not realise the fact that we are all equal.

“A man needs a reflection of a woman to understand what love means.”

When we reincarnate on earth, we are split into two genders, man or woman. The world needs duality. There is duality in everything we see - good and evil, charity and greed, love and lust. But we come from the same source, the infinite source. We are all godlike in our own ways, in fact, i dare say we are all gods. However, as earth is a hologram,  we fail to see our true appearances.

Depending on the vibrations we give out, we can become closer or further away from god. Its like tuning into a radio station, you can choose to tune to the classical music station or rock station. Depending on our choice, we can tune in into different frequencies of the earth.

After upon realisation, the veil was lifted off my eyes. I could see the world clearly now, all the souls on it, all the living trees and animals - they are all alive. I could see the ugliness in the soul- filled with greed, possessiveness, envy, gluttony; their physical appearances does not deceive me. The leaders, ruling the populace with fear, will be overthrown and taken over by a genuine representative governance filled with love for the earth.